The Writing

I once saw beauty in your eyes, a hazy glow that i couldn't describe. replaced with a certain blindness it was.
Leaving me to wonder how. The lovely aura that once surrounded your presence, replaced with a field of my contempt. Repelling me to the furthest extents. of the room, of my heart. Understand how i once couldn't resist your smile, your gaze. It is gone.
Plagued with utter confusion and stubborn hubris, I see you as you are. As you have been. How far have I been, gone.